woke up quick..at about...i forget......last night i went to bed earlier than usual...11pm.....played angry birds for a spell.....then slept with daisy right against me.....woke at 5:11am.....i know this bc i sleep w my phone near so i look at the time often.....sometimes i specifically do not look at the time....so i woke and played angry birds....then fell asleep for about 7 hours...then i goddamned woke....then napped a goddamnedgain.....then woke....then talked to momma about sleeping too much..traded texts w the ex...and went into the pool and drank a 0....then came out and drank more.........and it is now 10:39 pm........

odd writing here after such a spell.....i am single again.....for a month or so now.....and still dealing with it....poorly..