Wednesday, April 14, 2010

preparing myself for being sad

had a chat with the gf tonight and i had to pull teeth to get it out of her that she no longer finds me attractive, she doesn't think we will work out anymore and that things are irreparable...i have felt these things for a while now but could not get her to talk about it. sure, i could have never brought it up or asked...but i was dying inside...full of such sadness and self doubt over why i was being treated so distantly...



on the other handfootface i am going to san francisco for my birthday in about a week...for 6 days......i can relax there....go to green apple, city lights and drink a lot....yeah that should help...

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