i cannot sleep..it is 4:44 am!!!!....i told myself 3 weeks ago that i would no longer drink during the week, only on weekends...which i considered to be friday saturday sunday. regardless of what my ex thinks. she mentioned the other day that friday is not a weekend and so the next week i started drinking on thursday. and this week....i waited 40 or so minutes past midnight.

i slept too much during the day yesterday, that is why i am up.