lexapro day 7 or 8 i forget...

i have been napping every day this week but my waking time seems more energetic, not that i am actually doing anything with it. yet. today i left home at 7am and did not come back until about 4pm which was good because it meant i did not nap then. when i got home i napped. but hey! i am writing about this so it is an improvement on before. i think about writing more, which again is an improvement on before. i believe that if i force myself to stay awake and move and do things then it may work. but naps are oh so gorgeous, a great time/life waster though. i am not saving money. i do not have a job. i don't get out much at all. i spend too much time sitting. but i am back on my meds and i need to allow myself to say that counts for something. if i do not start counting my blessing then i will be sad boy again and my life will go nowhere. i need a goal, nothing abstract though like being more happy.