no i did not follow through......and all of the feelings that entails.....
am i half a person...i am an entire fool.....am i fish or fowl....am i the captain of this ship when i am on anti-depressants or do they make the decisions for me?.......can i use that as an excuse my entire life to excuse my lifestyle, my habits, my fear of being alone as i grow older...?...am i me?
i learned this a long time ago. when self talk becomes so negative say 'cancel cancel'. you'll do what you need to when the time is right.
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