she came over last night a little after ten....she sat down and started crying....and trying to say something...and i said "what....tell me..you want to break up?" and she nodded......and then we talked...she said " i can't live with you"....i told her what was on my mind..various this and thats...she was mostly quiet...there was crying for both of us..........she then told me something a bit baffling....

she said "i know the physical part is over but i just feel like.....i feel that this will be a start to a new friendship.."...i told her "wait..you want us to hang out and be better friends while you still don't fuck me..."?.........i mentioned break up sex and she said she would probably cry the whole time..i said "not a problem"...but she shook her head.....i stared at her at times with a small hatred....she said "i think i am going to regret this".........she stood up..came to hug me while i sat and then left....


i waited until the next day to change my facebook status...